Talent

I just really have to get this out and couldn't think of anywhere else to put it.... I am dying here!! Anyone that knows me well enough understands my love for the media arts. I LOVE music, movies, videos, good tv, plays, and just anything associated with that stuff. I am itching to be a part of it. I have so many ideas floating around in my head for movies, music videos, songs, just overall looks of things, and a giant desire to be involved with creating some of it! I don't care about fame. Bleh, in fact I don't think I'd want to be super famous unless that's what it takes to work with, say, Matt Damon or something. I feel that I have to go to grad school for MFT but.. that somehow that's the wrong path, but it's not! How can I feel that I have two desitinies? One of my main goals and reasons for losing weight and getting fit is so that I have more of a chance to be involved with the productions I want. I know that you have to have a certain look for that kind of work, I just need to achieve it.. UGH I feel trapped in a glass box and just want to be a part of the world I see out of it. What am I to do? Maybe I'll bump into someone famous this weekend in Vegas and my whole life will change.